Life is a Bitch.

Friday, February 13, 2009'♥

Sometimes i feel...
- not a single person alive understands me
- nobody knows what im thinking abt 99% of the time
- ppl doesnt bother to digest words from me
- take things for granted when im nice to them

And sometimes, i feel its always happening all the time.
Why.

Over the years, i changed.
I curbed my temper to the very extreme minimal.
I no longer resort to violence.
Attitude problems hardly exist.
I learnt to open up. Smile more, joke ard, talks alot (at times).
I wanna be nice to people around me 'coz i feel they deserve it.
They shouldnt be scared of me coz you dont get scared of someone u look up as a FRIEND, right.
So. I changed for the better, for the sake of myself.

Problems surfaced.
Time and again, ppl take things for granted.
Then retreat again when i got so fed up and fuck things upside down.
Why do humans always got such disgusting attitudes in them?
They cant treasure anything good they have on hand.
They got the urge to screw things up so badly time n again.
Whatever things you dislike, they will just wanna do it even more. (esp when they know thats what u hate about)
They assume that, they will be forgiven AGAIN.
But too bad. =)

Unknowningly. Disappointments, angers, frustrations & all other emotions start arising.
Tied up in a very very extreme tight knot.
Then after, tolerance level needs to be damn high.
Once BURST. Then thats it. Too bad again.
Thats me.

Zombie@2/13/2009 02:38:00 PM

.HERSELF.

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.HER.LOVES.

+ Peace
+ Freedom
+ Chilling
+ Drinking
+ Bitching
+ Surprises
+ Retail-Therapy

.HER.HATES.

+ Liars
+ Noise
+ Quarrels
+ Emptiness
+ Childish-ness
+ Emptiness
+ Restrictions
+ Feeling Lost
+ Feeling Trapped
+ Misunderstandings

.HER.WISHES.

+ Peace

+ Better Future

+ 48hrs Everyday

+ Overseas Trips